受洗见证-孙慧娟
“你们不要论断人,免得你们被论断。因为你们怎样论断别人,也必怎样被论断;你们用什么量器量给人,也必用什么量器量给你们”
马太福音(7:1-2)
除了自己主动接触,我的好姐妹苗苗和文苑也在一直默默影响我,我决志的契机是因为朱蕾姐妹在母亲节的分享,她的分享触动了我心底不愿提及的过往,让我在某一刻有强烈的意愿加入这么有爱的大家庭,正式成为神的子女,让神成为我唯一的信靠。在决志的瞬间,我明白了自己徘徊多年,一直没理清顺序,不是先解决了所有的困惑,等自己成为一个“有资格的人”,再去信神;而是先要相信,再依靠神的力量,扫清思想障碍,让自己成为一个坚定的追随者。信仰就是信仰,没有所谓的文化冲突,没有非此即彼的排他性,没有一切外在形式上的约束,他应该是一个纯粹的存在。
信主之前,一日三餐,一家四季,我努力工作或者学习,用心照顾家庭,好像没什么毛病,我相信这也是大多家庭的日常状态。信主之后,还会是如此,日复一日,年复一年,好像不会有什么变化,但于我而言,从决志到今天,一个多月以来,我的精神世界发生了很大的变化。遇事不慌张,内心有平安,因为我知道我有最强大的依靠,我知道无论往哪里去,耶和华必与我同在。同时我在带孩子的过程中,更有耐心、包容、平和,因为神不也是如此对待我们这些熊孩子们吗?最重要的一点,信主之后,我认识了这么多温暖有爱的兄弟姐妹,让我知道有这么一群人在这个薄情的世界真情地生活;让我想靠近你们,和你们一样快快成为神所喜悦的子女;让我想用以后所有的时光去践行神的义,去荣耀神。谢谢大家。
Before I believed in the Lord Jesus, I played my role in family and in work day after day. I believe that this is the daily routine of most people. After I believed in the Lord Jesus, what I did every day would not change. Nevertheless, to me, my spiritual world has changed a lot in the past a couple of months since I made up my mind to become a Christian. I don’t panic when I face some challenges, and I always have peace in my heart. I know that I have the strongest support and that the Lord will be with me no matter where I am. In addition, I am more patient and peaceful in taking care of my kids; I think that is also how God treats us, his kids. The most important thing is that after believing in the Lord, I have met so many God’s people who are warm-hearted and loving. I know there is such a group of people who live truly in the face of the brutal world. I want to be close to them. I want to spend the rest of my life fulfilling God’s righteousness and glorifying God. Praise the Lord Jesus! Thank you all.